Just for kangta

the same as last year(D-529)

Just for kangta — Mon, 8 Sep 2008 13:11:32 +0800

oppa,it's beginning to be cold today.
i remember today of last year still began to be cold.
how coincident it is

oppa,is it cold in korea now?
if feeling cold,do wear more clothes!
please take more care!

kangta oppa,please take good care of yourself.
and have good rests.
missing you so much.
waiting for you.
kangta oppa,fighting!

H.O.T. FOREVER!
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happy birthday to H.O.T.(D-530)

Just for kangta — Sun, 7 Sep 2008 20:00:02 +0800

oppa~H.O.T. has been 12 years old.
happy birthday!

then,today what did you do?
did you think about others oppa?
and did you call them?
even if so many years passed,
you still want to be together,don't you?

oppa,it was raining today.
it's raining at every day about you.
heejun oppa said,
it's because the god is jealous of you..
may be..:)

kangta oppa,please take good care of yourself.
and have good rests.
missing you so much.
waiting for you.
kangta oppa,fighting!

H.O.T. FOREVER!
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party for H.O.T.(D-531)

Just for kangta — Sat, 6 Sep 2008 20:57:31 +0800

oppa,i went to a party for your "12 years".
i haven't seen those friends for a long time.
so i was very happy.

however,i felt very sad sometime.
because i saw you in video.
then i missed you so much.
and i even wanted to cry..
missing you so much..so much..

but in total,i am happy today.

kangta oppa,please take good care of yourself.
and have good rests.
missing you so much.
waiting for you.
kangta oppa,fighting!

H.O.T. FOREVER!
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go shopping with a friend(D-532)

Just for kangta — Fri, 5 Sep 2008 20:02:07 +0800

oppa,today i went shopping with a friend who is going to England.

i bought a shirt.
because i thought that my mother had woven a sweater for me.
i could collocate it.
and i don't want to waste her hardship.
and i bought a necklace.
oppa,i am very tired.

kangta oppa,please take good care of yourself.
and have good rests.
missing you so much.
waiting for you.
kangta oppa,fighting!

H.O.T. FOREVER!
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losing weight(D-533)

Just for kangta — Thu, 4 Sep 2008 14:41:33 +0800

oppa,i am losing weight now.
i have little of bread every morning,
have vegetables and mi xian(?) at lunch,
and have some fruits in afternoon.
oppa,is it useful?
praying for me:)

kangta oppa,please take good care of yourself.
and have good rests.
missing you so much.
waiting for you.
kangta oppa,fighting!

H.O.T. FOREVER!
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hard to fall asleep(D-534)

Just for kangta — Thu, 4 Sep 2008 14:41:13 +0800

oppa,i came to school.
but i found i was hard to fall asleep recently.
i don't know why.
but i just wanted to sleep in day time and was hard to fall asleep at night..
it is so unbearable..

oppa,i hope you could sleep well.
because you are too tired.
you should have good rests.

kangta oppa,please take good care of yourself.
and take good rests.
missing you so much.
waiting for you.
kangta oppa,fighting!

H.O.T. FOREVER!
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12 years memorializition book of H.O.T.(D-535)

Just for kangta — Thu, 4 Sep 2008 14:40:33 +0800

oppa,i saw 12 years memorializition book of H.O.T.
seeing it,i missed H.O.T. so much..
how quickly it is!
it is already 12 years...

oppa,i have an article in it..
and we will send it to all of you.
so..will you see it?:)

kangta oppa,please take good care of yourself.
and take good rests.
missing you so much.
waiting for you.
kangta oppa,fighting!

H.O.T. FOREVER!
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missing you so much(5th month)

Just for kangta — Mon, 1 Sep 2008 10:53:40 +0800

哥哥，5个月了``离开时的伤痛都渐渐退去了``唯一不变的``还是好想好想你``
当不小心看到你的照片时,当不经意地翻开你的写真``
思念``真的很难受``
一瞬间,什么制度什么兵役``统统不想管``我只希望可以看到我亲爱的你再次对我们微笑,再次站在舞台上闪闪发光``

每天都为你折纸鹤,写博客,倒计时``每天都重复着相同的事情``
今天收拾东西才猛然发现,纸鹤``都已经好大一堆了``
原来``5个月``是这么长的时间``

哥``时间过的真的好快不是么?一转眼,你就已经离开5个月了``
而你最爱的H.O.T.``一转眼``都12岁了``
还记得10周年的第二天,我第一次见到你``那时的情景``到现在依旧记得很清晰``
12年了``想想那时你们的稚气``
我最近经常想起一句话呢--岁月不饶人``呵呵
我们``都再也回不去了``
很想念,那个在领奖时哭得一塌糊涂的你,
很想念,那个站在哥哥们身边,笑得无忧无虑的你,
很想念,那个勇敢的独自站在舞台上唱着<23>的你,
很想念,那个初来中国时总是一脸羞涩的你,
很想念,那个舞台上时而深情款款,时而活泼可爱,时而又为我们唱起<希望><幸福>的你``
时间,真的过去好久了``
如今,你已而立``
哥你知道么?而立之年,本该是男子事业最如日中天的时候`
可你为什么总觉得自己老呢?
30岁,怎么会老?我们还有35岁的约定不是么?
就算稚气退去,就算岁月留下痕迹``
可只要有一颗年轻的,永远对音乐对生活充满热情的心不就够了么?
你在担心什么呢?
哥,不要再看着后辈们调侃自己"老去"``
不要再因为他们的年轻而感觉悲伤``
没有人可以阻止时间,重要的,是我们依然在一起不是么?
不管经过多久,不管容貌怎样改变,甚至是70岁,80岁``
只要我们还在一起``那就比什么都要好了不是吗?
任何人都有老去的一天,可是这样的感情,却是别人怎么样也羡慕不来的``
我最最亲爱的哥哥,你能明白吗?
H.O.T FOREVER~
还有``HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

现在,已经不再经常去回忆那些曾和你在一起的时候``
机场``酒店``火锅店``体育场``
是刻意的``不想去回忆``
也不再喜欢和朋友们说起这些``
这些地方``都有着太多太多珍贵的回忆``
你的笑容,你的一举一动,还有我的欢笑与泪水``
现在都只想尘封一切```
等到``你回来的那天为止``

哥哥,我最近经常看到你的后辈们上节目呢`
看到他们,很自然的就会想起你``
可是你却不在``

哥,今天,我要回学校了``临走前来为你纪念第5个月``
你也要一切都好啊``
不知道你们那边现在热还是冷呢``总之要注意身体``
还有,``听说排练很辛苦呢``
但是我相信我们七炫哥哥一定会做得很好的~

还有啊~~开学了``又有好多事要心烦了``
还要去面对那些我不想面对的``
我会努力的``
但是在撑不下去的时候,我希望哥哥可以帮帮我``
可以像以往一样给予我信心和勇气``
谢谢哥哥``

the 5th month(D-536)

Just for kangta — Mon, 1 Sep 2008 09:50:16 +0800

oppa, it is already 5th month``

I still miss you but reducing sadness..

I know you are not in army now.

but I am still afraid about you..

are you hot?are you cold?could you eat and sleep well now?

oppa,I often see other groups of SM on TV recently.

seeing them,I will be more missing you..

oppa,I hope you could stand on the stage again..

oppa,till 9.7``H.O.T has been 12 years old..

are you happy?

will you call others oppa?

oppa,5 months..did you miss us?

I am missing you everyday.

I said "good morning" and "good night" to you on you blog everyday.

and do all of things which I promised for you everyday..

and you?

do you remember your blog?

and do you remember your Chinese fans ?

I dare not see your photos and others..

I feared..

I feared I would be missing you too much..

and I feared I would be painful..

oppa,I should go to school today.

but I still came to write for you.

because I promised that 1st of each month I would write somethings for you.

but oppa,don't worry.

I will go to school this afternoon.

for oppa,I will be a good student.^^

oppa,I hope you could come back now..

missing you so much..so much..

kangta oppa,please take good care of yourself.

and take good rests.

missing you so much.

waiting for you.

kangta oppa fighting!

H.O.T. FOREVER!

P.S. fighting!

new term is coming(D-537)

Just for kangta — Mon, 1 Sep 2008 09:26:08 +0800

oppa,new term is coming.
but i don't want to go to school.
i don't dislike school,but i hate something there.
them will make me feel the world is so untruthful

because of you,i always only saw good things in the world.
so i fear to see those things alone.
and fear to face them alone.
so i hope you could help me..

kangta oppa,please take good care of yourself.
and take good rests.
missing you so much.
waiting for you.
kangta oppa,fighting!

H.O.T. FOREVER!
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